Two weeks are left and I am about to have a slight panic attack. This is going to be my first Christmas without my sweetie. We will not be waking up together to wish a Merry Christmas to each other. No more lighting candles, turning x-mas lights on, making breakfast, enjoying coffee, and unwrapping presents.
8 happy years together and 7 amazing Christmas celebrations!
My childhood was not a dream come true and Christmas was a very sad time in my life. Even as an adult I never looked forward to Christmas as Christmas made me feel sad and uncomfortable – so many painful memories.
My honey made every single one of them count. She showed me what Christmas is about and now I look forward to spending it together with her or family or friends. I have learned to love Christmas, Christmas music, buying presents, and watching people open them.
I enjoy decorating and transforming our house into a little wonderland. The smell of coffee and scented candles makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
This is going to be a true test to see if I have really learned to love Christmas and can manage to keep up the spirit even away from my Love.
So, snow or rain, coffee or tea, Honey or no Honey – I am going to have a wonderful Christmas.